What's making it harder is that, even though I know I'm not the cause (at least, that's what people keep telling me), I feel like it. It's the old issue of head and heart not matching.
So, on some level, I'm blaming myself for her leaving. And I see the heartbreak, and it's like plunging a knife into my gut.
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Date: 2004-01-28 01:05 am (UTC)So, on some level, I'm blaming myself for her leaving. And I see the heartbreak, and it's like plunging a knife into my gut.