Facing my fears?
Dec. 26th, 2009 05:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tigiraOk, it's not so much a fear. Once upon a time I was comfortable about going to unfamiliar social situations and just seeing if it was going to be fun. It's been a long time, and I am a little shy. (Really, though, not as shy as I once was).
I want to get out and see people again, though. I want to be social. I want to be comfortable in social situations again. So...
I'm doing it.
meadmaker is picking up the little guy on Tuesday and I'm going to a coffee house where some people I know (and many I don't) meet up. I'm nervous about this, but I'm doing it.
Now, I won't get there before 5. There's just no way, and I don't know how timing goes with this thing, but I suppose I'll find out. If everyone has gone, already, then I'll have my book and a cup of tea and head home - I'll be disappointed, but it's not a tragedy. I'm hoping it's a positive experience.
If I'm really lucky,meadmaker will be making the polenta for dinner that's on the menu for that night.
I need to pull out of my shell again, and this time I've gone much deeper than in the past.
I want to get out and see people again, though. I want to be social. I want to be comfortable in social situations again. So...
I'm doing it.
meadmaker is picking up the little guy on Tuesday and I'm going to a coffee house where some people I know (and many I don't) meet up. I'm nervous about this, but I'm doing it. Now, I won't get there before 5. There's just no way, and I don't know how timing goes with this thing, but I suppose I'll find out. If everyone has gone, already, then I'll have my book and a cup of tea and head home - I'll be disappointed, but it's not a tragedy. I'm hoping it's a positive experience.
If I'm really lucky,
meadmaker will be making the polenta for dinner that's on the menu for that night.I need to pull out of my shell again, and this time I've gone much deeper than in the past.
