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Trying not to be pessimistic
Once again, I got the lucky cake, and I will be the May Queen in our frolic. I've received this token twice before. However, please note - I have NEVER frolicked during those years.
Any time I have been the lucky one, frolic just doesn't happen because of some scheduling problems.
As it is, there is no weekend this month that everyone in our group can make it to frolic. I feel very sad about this. I know this is minor, in the grand scheme of things, but it's a situation of, "Why do others get this, but not me? Or if I do, it's somehow less than what others get?"
Perhaps I'm just tired, too.
Any time I have been the lucky one, frolic just doesn't happen because of some scheduling problems.
As it is, there is no weekend this month that everyone in our group can make it to frolic. I feel very sad about this. I know this is minor, in the grand scheme of things, but it's a situation of, "Why do others get this, but not me? Or if I do, it's somehow less than what others get?"
Perhaps I'm just tired, too.