Facing my fears?
Dec. 26th, 2009 05:56 pmOk, it's not so much a fear. Once upon a time I was comfortable about going to unfamiliar social situations and just seeing if it was going to be fun. It's been a long time, and I am a little shy. (Really, though, not as shy as I once was).
I want to get out and see people again, though. I want to be social. I want to be comfortable in social situations again. So...
I'm doing it.
meadmaker is picking up the little guy on Tuesday and I'm going to a coffee house where some people I know (and many I don't) meet up. I'm nervous about this, but I'm doing it.
Now, I won't get there before 5. There's just no way, and I don't know how timing goes with this thing, but I suppose I'll find out. If everyone has gone, already, then I'll have my book and a cup of tea and head home - I'll be disappointed, but it's not a tragedy. I'm hoping it's a positive experience.
If I'm really lucky,
meadmaker will be making the polenta for dinner that's on the menu for that night.
I need to pull out of my shell again, and this time I've gone much deeper than in the past.
I want to get out and see people again, though. I want to be social. I want to be comfortable in social situations again. So...
I'm doing it.
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Now, I won't get there before 5. There's just no way, and I don't know how timing goes with this thing, but I suppose I'll find out. If everyone has gone, already, then I'll have my book and a cup of tea and head home - I'll be disappointed, but it's not a tragedy. I'm hoping it's a positive experience.
If I'm really lucky,
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I need to pull out of my shell again, and this time I've gone much deeper than in the past.