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Jan. 22nd, 2004 01:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I need to release all this pent up emotion.
I need to cry, I really do.
But I need to do it in a time and place that won't cause problems later.
I really need to allow myself to do this. I can feel it roiling inside. I just hope that once I let it out it will stop.
I need to cry, I really do.
But I need to do it in a time and place that won't cause problems later.
I really need to allow myself to do this. I can feel it roiling inside. I just hope that once I let it out it will stop.
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Date: 2004-01-22 06:40 pm (UTC)honey, i don't know what's causing this, but i have been thru various types of hell. it DOES stop. it really truly does.
i had myself a good long cry sunday night. if home is a safe place for you, go home as soon as you're able to, and let it out there.
** hugs sweetie **
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Date: 2004-01-22 06:44 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-01-22 06:53 pm (UTC)idea - take a notebook into a work restroom. start writing. gets the thoughts outta the head, and you can do some blurbering. flush toilet as often as necessary. :)
best wishes, dear.
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Date: 2004-01-22 08:26 pm (UTC)So do. You'll feel better. I can understand needing to find a private place to do it--may I suggest a drive to the ocean? No one will be there in this weather.
And of course it'll stop. How can it not? Everything has a limit. Even the ocean.
*hug* Hope you feel better.
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Date: 2004-01-23 03:40 pm (UTC)I'm just at the point where all the little worries and fears and concerns have mixed themselves up, and need to get out.
The beach is a fab idea. You're right, nobody will be there in this weather. I need to go.
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Date: 2004-01-22 10:16 pm (UTC)As someone who's done more than her share of crying for the past few months, I can tell you that you should go ahead and cry. It *doesn't* make me feel better, but it exhausts me and makes me feel more sleepy than sad.
I feel like crying right now. I just got a big "ouch" from someone. That new guy I went out with on Friday? Well, he seemed great, and I thought it would be really nice to have him around. But he just decided he doesn't want to be involved because he would rather look for a monogamous girlfriend. Understandable, but...fuck you bastard, should have decided that BEFORE you slept with me. :( I was really looking forward to my date with him tomorrow. We had so much fun last week.
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Date: 2004-01-23 03:38 pm (UTC)Oh, I'm so sorry.
That sucks.
Big time.
:-\
Ok, so girl time commiseration at the Diesel? I have Wednesday open next week, and Monday and Wednesday open the week after that...
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