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I need to release all this pent up emotion.
I need to cry, I really do.
But I need to do it in a time and place that won't cause problems later.

I really need to allow myself to do this. I can feel it roiling inside. I just hope that once I let it out it will stop.

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Date: 2004-01-22 06:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leenah.livejournal.com
"I really need to allow myself to do this. I can feel it roiling inside. I just hope that once I let it out it will stop."

honey, i don't know what's causing this, but i have been thru various types of hell. it DOES stop. it really truly does.

i had myself a good long cry sunday night. if home is a safe place for you, go home as soon as you're able to, and let it out there.

** hugs sweetie **

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Date: 2004-01-22 06:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tigira.livejournal.com
Thanks. I think home would be safer if I could have some time alone there. That's not going to happen until next week. And the other person that will be there needs her time away from her other stuff.

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Date: 2004-01-22 06:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] leenah.livejournal.com
i have cried in work bathrooms before. not the best place, but it gets it done.
idea - take a notebook into a work restroom. start writing. gets the thoughts outta the head, and you can do some blurbering. flush toilet as often as necessary. :)
best wishes, dear.

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Date: 2004-01-22 08:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tisana.livejournal.com
"I need to cry, I really do"

So do. You'll feel better. I can understand needing to find a private place to do it--may I suggest a drive to the ocean? No one will be there in this weather.

And of course it'll stop. How can it not? Everything has a limit. Even the ocean.

*hug* Hope you feel better.

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Date: 2004-01-23 03:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tigira.livejournal.com
Thanks. *hug*

I'm just at the point where all the little worries and fears and concerns have mixed themselves up, and need to get out.

The beach is a fab idea. You're right, nobody will be there in this weather. I need to go.

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Date: 2004-01-22 10:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] badseed1980.livejournal.com
***hug***

As someone who's done more than her share of crying for the past few months, I can tell you that you should go ahead and cry. It *doesn't* make me feel better, but it exhausts me and makes me feel more sleepy than sad.

I feel like crying right now. I just got a big "ouch" from someone. That new guy I went out with on Friday? Well, he seemed great, and I thought it would be really nice to have him around. But he just decided he doesn't want to be involved because he would rather look for a monogamous girlfriend. Understandable, but...fuck you bastard, should have decided that BEFORE you slept with me. :( I was really looking forward to my date with him tomorrow. We had so much fun last week.

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Date: 2004-01-23 03:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tigira.livejournal.com
*huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug*
Oh, I'm so sorry.
That sucks.

Big time.
:-\

Ok, so girl time commiseration at the Diesel? I have Wednesday open next week, and Monday and Wednesday open the week after that...

Diesel

Date: 2004-01-23 03:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] badseed1980.livejournal.com
Hmm. I think I have next Wednesday evening free too. Should we invite MKA if she wants to come? I know things have been icky for her too lately...not sure on details, but she doesn't seem happy.

Re: Diesel

Date: 2004-01-23 04:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] badseed1980.livejournal.com
Cool. I'll ask if she's interested.

Re: Diesel

Date: 2004-01-26 09:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tigira.livejournal.com
Did you find out if MKA wanted to join us for coffee etc?

Re: Diesel

Date: 2004-01-26 09:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] badseed1980.livejournal.com
Oh, yeah. She said she would like to, but isn't sure yet if she'll be able to or not. I'll check with her tomorrow and see if she knows yet.

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