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[tigira]

I need to release all this pent up emotion.
I need to cry, I really do.
But I need to do it in a time and place that won't cause problems later.

I really need to allow myself to do this. I can feel it roiling inside. I just hope that once I let it out it will stop.

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[leenah.livejournal.com]

"I really need to allow myself to do this. I can feel it roiling inside. I just hope that once I let it out it will stop."

honey, i don't know what's causing this, but i have been thru various types of hell. it DOES stop. it really truly does.

i had myself a good long cry sunday night. if home is a safe place for you, go home as soon as you're able to, and let it out there.

** hugs sweetie **

[tigira.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I think home would be safer if I could have some time alone there. That's not going to happen until next week. And the other person that will be there needs her time away from her other stuff.

[leenah.livejournal.com]

i have cried in work bathrooms before. not the best place, but it gets it done.
idea - take a notebook into a work restroom. start writing. gets the thoughts outta the head, and you can do some blurbering. flush toilet as often as necessary. :)
best wishes, dear.

[tisana.livejournal.com]

"I need to cry, I really do"

So do. You'll feel better. I can understand needing to find a private place to do it--may I suggest a drive to the ocean? No one will be there in this weather.

And of course it'll stop. How can it not? Everything has a limit. Even the ocean.

*hug* Hope you feel better.

[tigira.livejournal.com]

Thanks. *hug*

I'm just at the point where all the little worries and fears and concerns have mixed themselves up, and need to get out.

The beach is a fab idea. You're right, nobody will be there in this weather. I need to go.

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

***hug***

As someone who's done more than her share of crying for the past few months, I can tell you that you should go ahead and cry. It *doesn't* make me feel better, but it exhausts me and makes me feel more sleepy than sad.

I feel like crying right now. I just got a big "ouch" from someone. That new guy I went out with on Friday? Well, he seemed great, and I thought it would be really nice to have him around. But he just decided he doesn't want to be involved because he would rather look for a monogamous girlfriend. Understandable, but...fuck you bastard, should have decided that BEFORE you slept with me. :( I was really looking forward to my date with him tomorrow. We had so much fun last week.

[tigira.livejournal.com]

*huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug*
Oh, I'm so sorry.
That sucks.

Big time.
:-\

Ok, so girl time commiseration at the Diesel? I have Wednesday open next week, and Monday and Wednesday open the week after that...

Diesel

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Hmm. I think I have next Wednesday evening free too. Should we invite MKA if she wants to come? I know things have been icky for her too lately...not sure on details, but she doesn't seem happy.

Re: Diesel

[tigira.livejournal.com]

Hmm - ok.

Re: Diesel

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Cool. I'll ask if she's interested.

Re: Diesel

[tigira.livejournal.com]

Did you find out if MKA wanted to join us for coffee etc?

Re: Diesel

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Oh, yeah. She said she would like to, but isn't sure yet if she'll be able to or not. I'll check with her tomorrow and see if she knows yet.